Fool's Paradise

This is in response to Henna's post...

I used to be an idealist until i realised i was being an idiot. So well the kinda world i wanted to live in then and now has changed a bit.... Im not proud of it, but here goes...

1) I wanted to live in a world where people wouldnt be apathetic and oblivious to the suffering around them. And today I have become just that...

2) I wanted to live in a world where people lived according to their convictions and principles. And somwhere along the line, i lost mine.

3) I wanted to live in a world where people stood up for a cause, fought for what is right and lived with the knowledge that they contributed, in some way, in making this world a better place. Today, i have given up on all the issues that were close to my heart, issues i was passionate about...i know i have done nothing significant in my life...

4) I wanted to live in a world where i knew i was being a good person. Today, i feel everything but that...

5) oh and yeah..a world where there is 'world peace.....' heheheheheehehe

ps- yeah i know this is a very emotional and personal post and its very unlike me to be even talking about these things publicly. i dunno why i am writing about all of this here, but yeah, its not like any of you care anyway...;)